>>5165082It's weird, I was pretty miserable for a really long time. Over a decade. When I first started watching Gura I just enjoyed watching her have fun playing games that I'm normally super sweaty and competitive over. It was refreshing and reminded me that I'm playing GAMES to have FUN.
But then something happened. One day, boom, I just rip my whole life up out of the hole it was in and put it on a track forward. No more drinking, no more cigarettes, no more feeling sorry for myself and wishing I was dead. That was the day I fell in love with her. Not because she helped me cope, but because she changed my life in a way I never thought it could change.
