>>51691804You don't give me the impression of asking these questions in bad faith, and I appreciate it so I will speak for myself. Do I have a feeling of being cucked? No, but there definitely is the fear burning at least a little bit on my mind. I continue wait, but I'll continue to feel uneasy until Riifu reincarnates, or we know what else is next for her. If she does have everything that I am afraid she has, then I can't fathom what kind of person puts up with his lover spending half her day in a parasocial relationship with the fans of what is just her hobby, and that's besides her actual (also not quite wifely) money gigs. But if it did turn out in this way and she returned to vtubing, I am normally one of those people able to look at just the chuuba without thinking about the private life behind the scenes, so as long as it's not the chuuba betraying me (say, by sneaking her lover on to her livestreams to act out some weird ntr scenario while playing dota); but I absolutely would have to stop being gosling for her right now and would only be able to resume feeling this way towards her reincarnation so long as the reincarnation also keeps up the delusion like Riifu Evergreen did.
