>>55339046Anon I've had a family member die young in a car accident and felt literally nothing.
Guy used to buy me chocolate and that was the extent of my connection with him, but still.
Used to watch Etika's clips and finding out he died was slightly sad.
None of that even compared to the way I lost my breath when I excitingly checked for Mano Aloe's return stream and found her graduation notice.
Or the literal PIT that opened in my stomach on July 9th, 2021 when I opened reddit at breakfast as usual and saw Coco's announcement pinned.
There's been a TON of bad shit that happened over the years I've been watching Hololive, but I don't - and will never - regret getting into this hobby.
The sadness was real, and it was PAINFUL. But time heals everything. Kson herself healed a lot of that thanks to her more recent actions.
But I still love all the Asacoco skits from that time all the same.
Those memories will stay with your LONG past the sadness that you will feel after a bad incident.
And take heart that the worst thing that could happen nowadays is a simple homo collab that you can ignore, rather than your oshi literally getting harassed to tears on stream, or to almost suicide.