>>5751951>>5751816I got mine after a really bad fever when i was like 20.
>>5751755Google tinnitus accounts from people that have it. It ranges from annoying to being suicidal. When i first got it, the first weeks and months were awful. You can't sleep, you can't think, all you want is silence and then everything piles up because you can't sleep you feel tired every day and you can't think so you start failing in daily stuff, depression is very common with people afflicted with it.
I've had mine for 5 years now and its not like you get over it or used to it... but more like you learn to maneuver it. I have to sleep with sounds and/or a fan, which i swear to god actually ruined one relationship for me so add that to the effects. I have to have constant sound in the day, and Hololive + Ame IS that sound these past 9 months.
And yes, i've been to countless doctors, private, public, done all the remedies and exercises, taken all the vertigo pills and natural shit. Because every time you mention tinnitus you get people saying "have you tried x" yeah, yes, i've tried X.
All i can do is take care of my ears to not fuck them up even more. So even though i have to have constant sounds i listen to them at a reasonable level because i'm fucking terrified that it could get worse. Mine is on the lower end, and i suspect Ame's too since the higher ends is life crippling.
