>>6063221from Lulucord, on a recent Lize stream:
Compared to others, I got to know about Lulu's graduation way earlier. She told me that I was the first.
At that point, I got to know her reasons, too.
I wanted to act tough like: "You don't need to think about work or causing trouble to your surroundings. Just focus on yourself."
I wanted to be supportive and accepting of her decision so I said: "I got your back, you can count on me!"
That's basically how I acted in front of her.
Seems like I couldn't accept it though. (laughs) Not even in the slightest. When I acted tough in front of her, I tried to reassure her saying "It's okay. Everything will go according to your wishes. I got you, leave it to me."
Then one week passed, and two... I thought: "Wait. Am I actually going to see her off like this?" (laugh) At that moment, my ego started to show. I tried to be rational because if Lulu was going to graduate, it meant that I had to think about how we could spend our final days together. And then it came to me. "I have to see her off...?"
Regardless of her circumstances and how close her graduation was getting, I selfishly asked her: "Lulu, can't you reconsider? I'm sure I can be of help to you. Heck, if it's to further your activities, I think I've got a trick up my sleeve."
In the end though, Lulu's resolve was rock solid. I believe everyone knows just how rock solid Lulu's resolve is. Once she decides on something, you can't sway her one bit.
As much as my ego allowed me, I talked through various scenarios with her. Of course, I didn't recklessly try to stop her or something. I kept her circumstances in mind at all times. Anyway, in the end I was able to sort out my feelings thinking to myself, "Well then, I guess I have to do this."
Lulu really is willpower incarnate though. This is one of her unique traits.
Oh, please don't thank me for this. I honestly acted out of self-convenience. In fact, when I talked to Lulu, I had zero intention to convince her for the viewers. This was purely for my own sake. (laugh)
Thanks for listening to my talk today. I'll always be close to Lulu. Just because we aren't work colleagues anymore does NOT mean "oh, you're not in the same company anymore so bye". We'll be close friends like usual, so please rest assured, everyone.
Okay, how do I end this stream again... oh right, click this!
