>>57801251>be me>an ugly lonely fuck who's never touch a woman in his lifetime>so ugly that even his parents tell him he's ugly>get constantly laughed at by nearby women>people start moving away at the sight of me>even got arrested once because some girl thought I was a stalker or a robber walking in the same direction as her>find vtubers>'wow they appreciate me'>never look backI know it's something wrong, but some people are just unfortunately unfortunate. I don't see myself getting a family of my own so whatever I have, I can spend on whatever I want.
I do believe that I haven't gotten too far down on the hole, I have never overspent and only donate if they did something I really appreciate or when they're celebrating something.
I'm also aware that I'll never be with them, but hey, I like what I'm seeing right now and that's good enough for me.
