>>57915899>How come Novelista? Let's reassure you somehow!Besides the obvious reason that I don't fuck, it's also a reminder of what I was robbed in life.
Not wasted, not slipped away, but taken from me, by circumstance, by genetics.
"I regret not socializing more in high school" is a fallacy. It implies it's a decision you actively make. It implies that all the normal people woke up in the morning and though "let's make sure I have fun with friends and go on dates". I didn't get to do these things because I am an autistic subhuman fuck. But I was 17 once too. Maybe I also wanted to bareback a girl in short denim pants and lashes inside the school bathroom. Maybe I want to be a human being worth talking to, instead of one made for mocking, or worse, pitying. God didn't think that was worth considering, though.
