People like to joke about it here, but I am genuinely mentally ill. I hear voices constantly and am so paralyzed by my own anxious symptoms, I often cannot function as a human being.

But when i'm with my oshi, when I hear her voice, all the other ones go away. I can finally think, I am clam, I can function. It makes me so happy I could cry. My oshi has done for me what a decade of therapy and medications could not and I couldn't be more thankful.

There will never be a way for me to truly express my gratitude toward her, but if any chuubas by some chance do read this, please know that you have such a profound positive impact to your community and to never forget how cherished you are.