>>58847074I understand, I does feeling happy, smiled like an idiot when she's trying to kiss me.
When the stream end I'm going back to reality with a coping mechanism "I will doing my best for her and for myself", crazy isn't it.
I'm never feeling like this before with other chuuba, I'm always a clip faggot who never watch a fucking stream but, when Shiori Novella exist everything just change.
It's.....crazy...
Some people maybe calling me a GFE unicorn faggot cuck in a sinking ship but I don't care.
I do dislike to see her collab with men as much as how she dislike romance and cannot self insert herself but, I will not show my negativity, I will just not watch the stream and coming back when she's focusing herself to her fans (me) as she should.
Does it make any sense ???? I just typing what I've feel about her.