>>63232735This was happening to me too recently. Seeing so many other holos, especially ENs, in a similar slump has really eased that tension for me. The situation still sucks, and I know it will never get better, but I can still bear with it. Been editing an ame highlight reel on any ame-less days and that has helped.
I saw a vid of jerma saying he was soft retiring, and citing his reasons. I don't really watch jerma but that video really brought to light that some people just get tired of putting themselves out there online. And anytime I start to feel entitled or sad about lack of ame streams, I just try to remember that I wouldn't want her to feel shitty by streaming a ton if she really doesn't like doing it that much now. I wish cover management hadn't fucked over so many of the cool ideas she's had, or ruled out multi-game streams and actual interesting karaokes.
