>>64238601nta but I feel the same
Cry myself to sleep listening to asmr chuuba vids imitating another person sleeping with breathing and a heartbeat every night from lonliness
Watched every single shiori stream since debut and get a lil emotional at some point every time
Luckily I haven't gone full menhera and never pay attention to the asmr creators besides the content, and manage to view shiori as just an entertainer when streams aren't happening. If she ended up doing anything like that herself tho I'd probably go full on parasocial schizo
