Please bear with me. I know this post is long, but I would like some legitimate conversation about this. I've been a Kiara anti since debut, but in reality I've never watched a full stream and only watched clips and been in anti threads. Nearly everything about her I would criticize. I hate her original outfit and also am not that fond of her new one. Her voice is like nails on a chalkboard. Her attitude and extremely self-centered personality makes me cringe. I can't stand Takamori. KFP's perpetual victim mentality and falseflagging makes it hard to even view her in a positive light, even by her fans.
However, I am feeling conflicted right now. I found myself empathizing with her a bit for how she was treated recently by both Cover and /vt/. Cover really should have waited a bit to announce IRyS, and if the rrats are to believed, I can completely understand why Kiara may have some minor gripes with them over it. Despite that I would do the same thing just a week ago, I am getting tired of the constant shitflinging that she gets. Have you ever been in agreement with a group, but then someone says something in the group that is clearly, and easily disprovable, but the group just agrees with it? I noticed that recently in one of the anti threads. I ignored it at first since this is /vt/ and that shit happens all the time, but it has happened at least 3 times in these these threads recently and people just outright believe them. And this is making me wonder if I have done the same thing in the past. I mean, I don't watch her, so if some anons say something false about her and I already don't like her, would I actually do anything to see if it's true? Hell, people do this to my oshi on occasion and it makes me a bit upset. And you can probably see where I am going with this. I am currently wondering if at least some of the things I've believed about Kiara is actually false, and I've been judging her personality too harshly.
On top of this, the outfit that she had in her new song is absolutely pure sex. It is one of the most attractive designs I have seen in a vtuber. Also, when I found her roommate's account, it was surprisingly cute and endearing. I'm now subscribed to that channel, and I hope she makes more videos on there.
Having said all of this, I'm not sure what to say. I definitely don't magically like her now and still dislike many things about her, but I kind of want to give her a shot despite all of this.
Can someone please recommend me any sort of streams that would portray her in her best light for me to judge if I may choose to start watching her? Also, if anybody feels up to it, I am free to hear perspectives from her fans as to why they like her. I've never really tried to have a reasonable discussion with KFP before. However, I would understand if I were to be treated with hostility as I have done to you guys plenty of times in the past.