>>64920255I don't really blame you to be honest. I feel similarly in many ways, except I ended up becoming a Ruffian.
It's just such a shame. Gura's potential was and is insane, but she just squanders it all. This has been going on for about a year now with the gaps between pockets of streams becoming longer and longer. At this point she doesn't even feel like an active holo anymore, she's more of a mascot for Cover to parade around and boast with due to her numbers. But Gura herself? Nowhere to be found.
And despite multiple times she said she wanted to improve communication with us she didn't do that. She turns her work phone off and that's that. We could go months without a tweet or member post from her and it wouldn't even bother her, that's what hurts the most - just how little time she spends thinking about us, really.
It's one thing to have your oshi be absent, it's another to feel like she just doesn't care about you.
