>>65989184That’s why most people join most fandoms. Sports, music, anime, games, religion, politics etc. Parasociality and a need for community are completely normal parts of the human psyche. If it wasn’t hololive you’d probably have gotten into something else. Just be glad it’s harmless anime girls and not something worse. Don’t think too deeply about it cause that’ll just make you unhappy and just enjoy the feeling of belonging.
