>>67189657I don't give a fuck about Selen. I don't watch large corpo vtubers. I can't use her to advance my tribalism or any faggot console wars shit like that. All I know is that there's very VERY little chance you're ever going to be able ever turn your life around in a way that you won't have regretted killing yourself before now. I cannot imagine a future wherein someone can reasonably say, "Yeah, I used to spam the virtual youtubers four channel catalog about some minor youtube celebrity, but I'm glad I never gave up and succumbed to rope" -- which IS something I've thought about for even /pol/fags. But I really just don't see the light at the end of the tunnel for you specifically.
If we lived in a society where females who were incorrectly assigned the male gender at birth could reasonably transition, maybe I could have more confidence in you living your life as the woman you were always meant to be. But we don't live in that society, so you're doomed to suffer the rest of your life not being able to cope with your immense femininity.
Society failed you by never providing you with a proper male role model and you were unable to find a path on your own. But you don't deserve to suffer, and it isn't right for you to try and share your suffering, either.
