>>69144718>>69144991>>69145147>>69145297>>69145519>>69145737>>69145877>>69146173You will NEVER be a Mexican. You don't have two last names, you aren't baptized Catholic, your abuelito never owned citrus groves off Cuatro Ciénegas. You are an American illegal immigrant spawn twisted by lax citizenship laws into a crude mockery of national identity.
All the 'validation' you get is two-faced and half-hearted. Behind your back, people mock you. Your parents aren't there because they're serving prison time for stealing paint thinner. Your 'friends' laugh at your 'ethnic references' behind closed doors.
Mexicans are utterly repulsed by you. Hundreds of years of evolution have allowed Mexicans to sniff out wetbacks with incredible precision. Even wetbacks who 'pass' look uncanny and unnatural to a Mexican. Your Honduran bone structure is a dead giveaway. And even if you manage to get a drunk Mexican to approach you, he'll turn tail and bolt the second you're served baby goat with fresh tortillas and go 'NO I WANT CHICKEN NUGGETS' in your gravelly mutt voice.
You will never be happy. You wrench out a fake smile every single morning and tell yourself it’s going to be ok, but deep inside you feel the depression creeping up like a weed, ready to crush you under the unbearable weight.
Eventually it’ll be too much to bear - you’ll buy a rope, tie a noose, put it around your neck, and plunge into the cold abyss. The Border Patrol will find you, relieved that they no longer have to catch and release your massive Little Debbies' powered ass. They'll bury you with a headstone marked with some horrific wannabe anglo name like 'BRAYAN REGERDSON', and every passerby for the rest of eternity will known an illegal is buried there. Your body will decay and go back to the dust, and all that will remain of your legacy is a skeleton that is unmistakably Central American.
This is your fate. This is what you chose. There is no turning back.
