Breakdown 1:
>playing Apex with bonbon, fun stream
>suddenly get messaged by Gorilla they’re looking for another team for their tournament
>she agrees out of pride, although you can see her suddenly get really nervous
>the tournament happens, she gets completely shit on
>starts getting more and more anxious, the laughing stopped
>getting angry and frustrated with BonBon because he’s a worse player than her, ordering him around and frustrated he doesn’t listen
>has something of a mental breakdown, the mood completely changed, people watching are genuinely worried about her.
Breakdown 2:
>enters another tournament, gets teamed up with BonBon because they get along well in the past
>this time BonBon promises to follow her instructions
>get completely shit on again, can barely even kill a single person and get wiped every time
>once again, the mood goes cold
>no more laughing, quiet angst and brooding anger
>Bonbon wants to switch characters to his main, she gets extremely angry and they fight on stream
>by the end, stress levels are at maximum
>BonBon has a crying breakdown on stream, openly sobbing (blames it on kidney stones)
>Selen and Bonbon’s relationship is permanently damaged
Breakdown 3:
>Challenges the other NijiEN girls to a “kill race”, expecting to win easily
>they turn out to be much better players than she anticipated
>start racking up kills while she is getting wiped out instantly
>slowly dawns on her she’s going to lose
>Finana sniping like a god, Elira proficiently wiping entire teams
>Selen suffers a complete mental breakdown, once again the laughing stops and she grows cold
>starts making excuses, Elira just chuckles a bit at her the whole time
>later Selen clipped the vod to remove the menhera rant, but it’s still in Elira’s vod
Breakdown 4:
>wants to play MGR to impress Pomu
>gamer girl can play on normal mode no problem right?
>she sucked, she sucked really bad
>couldn't even beat the tutorial miniboss
>chat is telling her she sucks, she goes menhera
>stops the game, plays every single tutorial while badmouthing chat
>viewers plummet and never bounce back
>somewhat recovers by the end of the stream, but still a painful experience
>says she won't play any more Metal Gear games cursing "backseaters"
Breakdown 5:
>collab with RPR and some other guy
>shitting the bed
>RPR and the other dude keep bantering about her choking
>Selen ends the collab early saying she doesn't feel well and can't perform
Breakdown 6:
>playing in Vsaikyo with Axel and Altare from Tempus after Axel invited her
>they do alright in practice/scrims
>on the day of the tournament they do well in game 1 but then they do poorly in the next 3 games
>Still top 10 overall despite everything that happened by the end of game 4
>Selen tilted off the face of the earth in game 4 and went for a walk
>comes back for start of game 5, still tilted, and proposed they should just play for fun instead of playing to win
>"i just want to shoot my guns"
>Axel still wants to play to win to at least secure a half decent placement
>the coach sides with Selen and suggests they just play for fun
>they try to 4fun it
>they're the first team to die in game 5
>it tanks their overall placement and they finish the tournament in a humiliating 17th place out of 20 teams
>Selen goes radio silent for several days before releasing a statement on twitter giving excuses for her poor performance and saying that all the coaches agreed that she was in the right
no, calling anons who post this NDF doesn't invalidate it
