>>69521439She wrote her own lyrics in btw. These are what she has to say
Imagine getting accused of every single internet sin from one day to another,
Just randomly opening your socials, and there you are!
Absolutely destroyed by every snowflake out there
But its fine, I can just restart!
It's not the first time I'm doing it anyway, right?
Restart!
It's not easy to by young, inexperienced and dumb
Wanting to be happy in a complicated world
Being innocent with words that end up being a bullet in your front
Sure I do care about you but only while you don't have problems
Make a mistake and people say I can't fix her
Getting accused of being a liar when my problem is being too honest
Smart girls lie but it seems I'm just not smart at all
Internet is full of fake news but only schizos give a fuck so
let's let this shitshow entertain us!
Prohibited fruit that is seen like a crime
Pure affectionate words you just share online
Get inflated into a lie that gets criticized
Villainizing the wish to feel loved
Hey look at this girl, she is so good at shocking her audience
Maybe you should do just like her but hey not quite like that
What are you doing, this is absolutely crazy!
Don't you have common sense at all?
No rules set for her, she is just roaming free
That insane unhinged menhera girl
And still she wants all of the love that you can give
Because in the end she's just a needy girl
All of this is really driving me crazy, I'm surrounded by many people virtually
But in real life I'm so alone and I'm not sure if I will be able to deal with it by myself
My antidepressants are not enough but I do have some pills at home that can help me,
My silly pills!
They make me feel silly, conforted and at ease
All the anxiety, all the sadness
It all vanishes as I get numb
I vanish as the world gets numb
The world vanishes as I close my eyes
Nothing is true happiness
Spending my night looking at shiny stars
I talk to them as if they heard me
A feeling of longing fills my heart with bittersweet pain
Yet I'm sure our special connection still lives
You know? Even dirt feels comforting after swimming in it for a while,
So why not letting this crazy show be as true as everyone wants!
I got too silly, now in my Joker ark HAHA
Nobody will protect me anyway so I can only become stronger!
She never got a guide ever since she was born
Double identity neglected girl
Now play within the rules of this twisted truth
A misunderstood but truly free girl!
(Twisted) x12
