>>70537146>akischizoI assume you mean Akirose? No, she wasn't my oshi.
>>70537188Difficult to talk in specifics without giving away who my oshi was. Ultimately, a bunch of information about her was revealed that made me realise that she simply couldn't be the person who I thought she was. Even if she continued to act the same on stream as she always had, I completely lost my ability to trust anything she said and what she had done was just something I couldn't forgive, so I left.
The hardest part for me is that she's still streaming, although at a reduced capacity due to the increase in anti activity she's seeing as a result of said info (not from former fans, but just general antis/vtuber antis/teenaged shitposers), so realistically speaking I could just continue to support her, but I had told myself that there were a few things I simply couldn't accept and one of those was completely violated, so I made the choice to leave.
>>70537169>>70537139I've stopped watching her when I made the decision to oshihen and cut all memberships but I still think about her daily
>>70537004I haven't watched a single Vtuber since I oshihened from my former oshi
