I'm just going to go on a retarded half holier-than-though rambling. Feel free to ignore. I don't really care. Maybe this means I got baited. I don't really care either.
No it's not all of you, I know. But - I swear to christ some of you would rather just have Fuwamoco with a completely anonymous chat, donations always turned off, no social media just to satisfy your own schizo delusions that don't exist, but /here/ you are. (If you thought "yes that sounds good" to the previous situation, why are you even watching vtubers or streamers in general? Are you retarded? Do you know what a vtuber or streamer is?)
You believed some shitpost bait or anti on /here/ at some point and that gave you confirmation bias, and now you actively look for ways to make FuwaMoco hate you while convinced that "no it's actually true so it's ok, so I have to let them know so they can change their behavior." You want them to be so concerned about showing any attention at all not equally that they constantly are watching over every tweet, like, word, action they do, that their streams are stifled. Let them do what they want to do. Trust that they care about all of us. But hey, if they're fully controlled, your schizo side will be satisfied, right? No it won't, because you'll find something else to point towards your delusions, or you'll believe some other fuckwad trying to stir shit up like the JP-EN cuck bait poster.
Now instead of caring about FuwaMoco all you care about is your perception of you to FuwaMoco vs the perception of some random ruffian to FuwaMoco. You don't care about FuwaMoco. You just care about filling your insecurities in the most retarded way possible. You're using Fuwamoco as a crutch, because maybe you're lonely and can't get a gf or maybe haven't tried. Instead of improving yourself, maybe making fanart, fan music, fan games, stories, actively chatting in stream, whatever, you'd rather whine and complain that some ruffian has more money than you. I get it. I wish I could be the ruffian dropping 2K USD in akas, but I can't because I don't have that kind of funds. FuwaMoco love everyone though.
>but they notice them MOREWell no shit they notice them more. People donated. To thank them for the donation, they get a message read. Is that hard to consider? Do you realize that they're streamers too? They're living off funds from merch and donations. They're trading money for a thank you basically. If you applied yourself and worked on a hobby instead of spending on time on /here/ they'd notice you more too, and there are ways you could do it with the materials you have. Get creative for christ's sake. But no no- that's too much effort. Noticing someone more does not mean they're in love with them. A twitter like is not a sign they're DMing them. A lack of a twitter like does not mean they hate them.
>But that ruffian is doing x and that ruffian is doing y and that ruffian is starting project zWho the fuck cares? You shouldn't. Do your own thing. It's not your job to police the ruffians, and you shouldn't be the one trying to establish control over Fuwamoco or the ruffians. That's really what it comes down to- you want to control Fuwamoco in a way that makes them your personal friend, girlfriend, wife, whatever, but that's not really the case, is it? Not even a wife in a healthy relationship is restricted to the level of control you'd rather see inflicted upon them, and it's sad.
If you're out there thinking Fuwamoco doesn't care about you, you're not a ruffian. Simple as. But I know everything I say will fall on deaf ears, because the actual legitimate schizos are so up their own ass convinced they're right that they'll ignore anything that goes against their narrative.
I wish it was as easy for me to say take your meds. Calm the fuck down. And stop yourself from getting played by some sister who name dropped poison into your head from a thread months ago that festered into what it is now.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v6dDqojaj4I&t=10830s(Also that koyori tweet I don't have saved)