>>72881598Is it bravery? Maybe if you picture (you) are the same as us, and that we experience the same reactions as you.
But personally, I experience vicarious joy when vtubers talk about their love life. They are talking about happy things, and I feel happy being around another happy person.
It also gives me optimism in my own life. If other people are achieving happiness, it makes sense that I can also do the same! It may be not be possible to have a relationship with this, specific person. But it proves there are people like that out there, and it's possible to find them.
I don't mean to invalidate your reaction to it and your past experiences. You are the person you are today, and even if it were possible to change that in some hypothetical future, it's just a fact in the present moment.
Watch the streamers you like to watch! We watch the streamers we like to watch. They're allowed to be different. You should enjoy your life too, the way that you want to.