>>72892014>>72892449how does someone even get into full adulthood like this and still be insecure like this? It's like Kiara never actualized as a person
not doing things because you are afraid of being compared to other people is such weird and weak/immature behavior, you're supposed to lose that kind of insecurity with age and not worry about what other people think
the strangest part about this is that she states 'I'm not as good' matter of factly but then still worries people will compare and say this anyway
if you already knew you weren't as good why would you be worried about this?
It kind of implies she thinks 'I think I'm objectively not as good but I want people to tell me I'm just as good anyway even if I think it's not true'
it's just strange and speaks to a fundamental lack of self-esteem on a foundational level; she literally never learned that having self-image is a thing and determines everything about her self worth externally based on comments from other people
KFP, I don't envy you having an oshi like this and I honestly doubt you can save her but I wish you the best anyway
