>>73191032Crippling fear of being hurt and failure to the point where I never try anything in life stemming from a partially neglected childhood while my only relationship experience was an LDR in middleschool that ended in me being dumped for someone that lived closer to them, plus barely having a sense of self-worth despite people always gassing me up and telling me I was good at things, I only ever perceived it as being garbage because if I can't do it right quickly the aforementioned fear of failure makes me stop and give up
Also I don't know where to find women that like anime outside of conventions, and they all have boyfriends already
