>>73563693The most infuriating part about Filian is that she is definetly NTRing and the fact I can't go there and make her 100% mine drives me insane.
I've started going to the gym and talking to a few dance athletes at Uni to find someone like her, no luck.
One day, I went on a date with one of the dancers (not as intense as Filian, but still very sporty), she started yapping about how much of a gamer she was and how much she liked anime (normie ones), I thought to myself: "this is it, this is as close as it gets". Super hyped up we leave the restaurant and she starts opening up, starts telling me she misses her girlfriend and that she feels sorry she fucked a dude behind her back. She starts yapping about depression and how lonely she feels, she says I'm a good friend for listening, I tried reaching out to her later on, no replies.
