>>74835146her mental illness males it so that she hates herself and her success, and makes her feel like she has to constantly help the less fortunate to feel validated.
Destroying her image and fucking over her fans while shilling the poor, lonely, failed homos was a picture perfect opportunity to fullfill both of those pathological need.
You can tell she wasnt enjoying it by the forced laughs. but not enjoying it is desirable for her. anything to feed the self-hate
