>>75552544im not a sister, just have a different perspective
zaion was the only niji I ever watched and I still watch sayu now and never watch niji; I think she's clearly a better entertainer and better person
but I think she deserves to be happy and continuing to stream just is not it, ive watched plenty of zaion streams at this point to know she is not over this, these things constantly occupy the back (and often front) of her mind despite her trying to be comedic and cheery for people
I think she got fucked over because she just doesnt understand we live in mob rule times both digital and IRL
she has talent as an entertainer but what makes her happy isnt just the activities, it's the feedback and community; I think a bigger-picture thinker would accept the post-doki sayu redemption as a miraculous turn of events but it's more like she's chasing after a phantom mirage of what could and should have been
I think maybe she would be happier taking like 1-2 years off the internet and building up a real social circle and hobbies then maybe try content creation again but with a much stronger social and emotional center
