>>75612190I'm like this, and I was like this even in therapy. I would talk about things and people and not mention them by name but "that one show with x and y" or "the middle school friend I did x and y with". I still don't fully get it myself. If I directly mention something I treasure, I feel like it is ruined and doesn't feel the same anymore. So when fuwamoco say they like something, I feel like it's a big deal and makes them very vulnerable.
Not sure if related but when I post on
reddit I think about everything I've said on any of my 5 accounts to make sure they can't be identified. 4chan makes things so much easier on this part.
It's some kind of personal insecurity and deep distrust to the outside world that makes me want to hide by default, and I do that with basically everyone except my family. And it's not because I have anything to hide, it's just hard to show myself and my process to the world, it's embarrassing. I only show the final result. This is of course just projection but I get similar vibes from fuwamoco.
