I had my first dream involving a chuuba and I dont even get why.

>Be me at some kind of big ballroom
>Everyone is getting ready and seems normal
>Akai Haato is there and shes the only chuuba in the dream so to me she sticks out
>Everyone else just treats her as normal as you can imagine
>Everyone talking about their dates for the ball (I dont know what ball but apparently one was happening that night)
>Everyone had a date except for Haato apparently
>Gossip around was that she was too weird
>Could visibly see her upset but she tried to hide it
>Eventually I just go up to her and try talking
>It was obvious this was the first time I ever spoke to her
>We began just talking about whatever, she was friendly although strangely very shy
>Almost the opposite of her streaming persona
>fast forward and people are starting to talk shit more openly to the point where she could hear it
>See her face just drop from friendly to distraught
>I dont really understand what came over me but it was kind of like it was all scripted I put my arm around her and gave her a hug
>It was weird cause it felt like it was just meant to happen again like a TV show
>All I was able to mutter was if she wanted to go to the ball with me
>She says yes and the dream fast forwards
>Its just her and I, shes in a really pretty blue dress
>We dance for a while and eventually just sit outside
>There is no kiss, no sex just me with my arm around her and her close to me
>It felt good
>It felt like I had found someone I legit cared for and didnt wanna let her go
>As soon as I feel that, I wake up
> I dont even feel angry or depressed, if anything I felt happy, happy I got to feel that.
>Go about my day like nothing happened but, still feeling happy

What the fuck happened guys? I dont even like Haachama for fuck sake, am I finally going schizo? Have the fucking rrats poisoned me?