>>7945341I think I'm in the same boat, if I understood you right.
There was a clip somewhere that I can't seem to find but she talked about how it's cool how she's become a part of people's lives or something like that, and it's pretty important to hear. She's wonderful and I'd give her the world if I could, but she's only a part of my life, not my life entirely.
For me at least, whenever I miss a stream I try to watch it as soon as I can, and it does suck when I have to miss it, but sometimes I gotta take time for myself to do things. I think when you start neglecting your responsibilities to watch streams and stuff is when it goes too far. I got work to do, and I just kind of deal if I have to work during a stream, and watch her when I get home. Sometimes it takes a bit, sometimes I feel like gaming or doing something else, but those vods will be there.
And sometimes there are streams where I don't really need to pay attention. Usually her APEX streams, or last night's Minecraft. Nice stuff to listen to while I game or do other things, feeling like you're just hanging out. Her streams in general feel like you're hanging out, it's nice.
She's helped me get through this wretched year and I don't know what I would've done without her other than lose my mind.
As long as you remember how she makes you feel, enjoy the good times as best you can and just have fun, but try not to go too far with it, then it's all good, isn't it?
