>>86340274I get the idea
Whenever your around alot of people who are sad or just going through it, you get a feeling like you should be doing the same. Believe me, I know. I've had people around me crying because something happened, or when I was at a funeral for a family member that passed when I was young, and I didn't cry at all, and I felt like I was a bit crazy for it. Only time I have broken down crying with everyone else around me is when a family pet died.
We all got our own breaking points, it adds up because of our own experiences or personal relationship with someone or something. It's different for everyone. You're not retarded or crazy at all.