man, do I feel ambivalent
the Hololive EN that's no longer the scrappy go-getters that figured out things on the fly, the Hololive Ame liked best is not the same Hololive EN that has Mori perform at Saitama, lets her and her friends perform in US every year and releases well prepared, cohesive gens that are ready to help her with her many projects
so while I see the end of an era, while I am somewhat bummed about Ame leaving, I also cannot feel entirely unhappy about it, because the things that make her leave in some ways ensure that my oshi will stay
I guess I'll keep looping
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wEbThT71R74 till my thoughts sort out