>>88441970>something that she 'discovered' - this rules out it being a graduation because this would be something everyone would just get notified about>not irl related - nothing to do with her non-Holo activities or personal life>not health related>it's been going on for a while but she only just 'discovered' it now>"sucks to be me right now" - even though it's not directly related to Kiara herself, Kiara is still the subject of it>"one of my worst fears" - it's something that Kiara has suspected for a long time...having thought about all this criteria and specifically about the 'discovered' part I've put it together and come to the conclusion that the only thing that makes sense is that it's about another member in Holo not liking her, this is quite literally the only thing that would be where Kiara is the subject of it, it's something she suspected, has been going on a long time and could be discovered/confirmed in a non-update from staff kind of way
Thinking about how this could be discovered and why now: what avenue/method of discovery could Kiara have? What could have tipped her off now of all times? Is there anything Kiara is doing right now that could accidentally inform her of this?
That's right - the Mirage dance shorts involving other members. Think about it:
Kiara suspects for a long time X member doesn't like her. She sends out invites to all ENs to record a dance for the Mirage shorts with her. All/most except one accept - the one that just so happens to be the one she suspects of not liking her. They don't respond to her about it. Kiara then privately in another discord chat or on call with one of their friends brings this up - they confirm that X member really doesn't like them. Kiara is soulcrushed by this because she really didn't want it to be true.
Something like this could have happened.
Considering this, we can actually figure out who the member is by narrowing it down.
>very unlikely to be Mori as they are plainly besties and Kiara and Mori have talked at length about how much they like each other>unlikely to be Gura since Kiara said she's like a sister and Gura still positively spoke of Kiara when she last streamed>unlikely to be Ina>can't be IRyS>can't be Kronii>can't be Fauna>Justice are too new>Kiara described Shiori as a 'cool loner who doesn't need friends (and respects this about her) so unlikely to be Shiori>definitely not NerissaThinking about who almost never collabs with Kiara, who people /here/ have rrated about before, who never appears in each others' lives - it's very probably Bae.
If not Bae, then Mumei (less likely but still possible).
Only other candidate is Fuwamoco (in which case it would be decades old beef or something) but for some reason I doubt it.