>>2231184I'm this anon, bumping the thread 3 years later from page 10. I never got into a friend group in university, and I guess that part of my life is already over. It does feel like I wasted it, but I did the best I could.
At least I started doing some stuff lately. Been getting together with old high school friends, I got a real job, and now I'm actually developing a commercial game in my free time. I'm also learning to draw. It's been tiresome going from doing nothing all day to having very little free time, but I feel better than I did before, and actually having money doesn't feel bad at all. The feeling of loneliness is still there, and I haven't been able to really connect with anyone in a while, but I think that could change.
From time to time I come to this thread and read what you post here. It's comfortable to know other people feel the same way I often feel, and it makes me think of how time just keeps going. In any case, I wish you all the best anons. Hang in there, things will get better.