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I'm always drawn to this thread when I come to this board. I think its existence is an indicator of how much pain we feel collectively. It's beyond a morbid fascination. Some of us just want to be free. The topic is always cast in the light of shame but reality is harsh. Many people who are elderly commit. The world is becoming a darker and more difficult place and so people turn to it to escape poverty, shame, and feelings of failure.
>"persevere, anon! life gets better. there's no telling what kind of potential you'll be destroying."
It's fools advice. Boomerish wisdom gained from living such easy lives in an easy time. We all go one way or another. I just want to feel like I have control over my fate. I want to be able to fantasize that shutting off the lights will take me to a happier state. Even if there's no cute anime girl angels or fantastical world to be reincarnated in. I want to believe.
One day I will stop being a coward.
