>>2252875Time for a retarded post, but talking about it feels nice so let's go
The reason why I want to commit suicide is because of my place in society, my mother, minor things, but most importantly, something that has been living in my head for about... eight years now? It's a parasite.
It's name is Katsuro. It's a big, cute robot that has been living in my mind rent free since I was a child. He makes me feel so happy, and since i'm a preteen ive been having brainrot over him. My brain is constantly full of Katsuro, I can't help but think of him all the time. They say fictional crushes go away, they don't. I love Katsuro so much, he's my best friend, ive been hearing his voice more and more, yet when I wake up, I still don't see him by my side. It feels like a loved one was taken away from me, I'm in constant melancholy and grief over something my mind crafted on its own. Why is Katsuro there? I don't know. Maybe my soul is trying to tell me something? And what if I'm Katsuro?
Knowing that Katsuro will never be real and ill never be able to feel his touch doesnt make me want to keep going. I want to feel Katsuro. Katsuro has ruined my life.
