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>Nervous again despite leaving with a good feeling
>I have talked to my roommate on the phone he seems alright, just a normie
>move my stuff in, nothing sentimental no pictures nothing /comfy/, just my bedding, clothes, and school supplies
>Classes start off good and the workload is relatively light
>I spend much of my free time in my room
>sometimes I go to lib to study, but that's really it
>not many people at this college (most juniors and seniors live off cmapus) so I run into QT.314159 from time to time
>at first we would talk for a bit, but soon it became a brief sentence or two, then our interaction shrunk to just a subtle wave
>Haven't made a lot of friends and I am already closing in on the end of the first semester
>Have not gone to any parties, but I've been asked to drink a couple times
>just make the excuse that I have homework due
>Get 3.9 that semester, but feel empty
>winter break goes by slow and lonelier than when I was in high school
>at least in highschool I had a few friends to talk to, but now they've moved away
>Finally go back to college
>Faster pace, have the hang of classes better and have better time management
>Just means I spend more time in my room
>try to talk to kids I know from classes as it is a small school
>Can only manage to talk about school related things
>Everyone else is bringing up names of people I don't know and don't think I've even seen
>conversations are boring to me, and I don't connect with anybody
>realize that every conversation I am around I just end up sitting and listening
>finally give up on the whole making friends scene
>See QT.314159 around still, still wave, but never talk, see her hanging out with friends and sometimes guys
>One day I wave to her and she doesn't see, I don't know if she did it on purpose
>I wonder if I look desperate waving so I stop completely
>One day late afternoon rest of classes canceled because of a sevre snow warning
