>>7212923>>7215015>>7215086>>7216682Fuck it. I quit. I do not have the time, tolerance, or patience to listen to code-fuckers poorly explain concepts and then spend another several hours researching WTF basic shit means ONLY THEN to continuously write shitty programs not knowing what I'm doing for another 4 years in the vain attempts of gitten gud just so I can do it all over again with another language. When fucking college students are sitting there saying they don't know WTF is going on in year 3, you know this field is nothing but a painful grind.
Everybody can code, not everybody can live the life of a programmer. 1.5 months in and I can't take it. I'm not tricking myself into downloading Python for the fourth fucking time. Fuck this shit. I truly cannot comprehend how anybody could do this for a living outside of autism or money (when you'd be better of in finances or something like math).
Yes. I mad. Mad that I want to keep trying even though I know I hate every second messing around with it. I'm mad that I wasted my time trying to better myself when all I did was make my mood more irritable. I'm mad this meme field is promoted as heavily as it is. I'm mad I still don't know WTF I want to do in life and this shit wasted time I could have spent. I'm mad faggots who somehow enjoy sacrificing everything for this will come out of the woodwork saying, "Ecks Dee brainelt!!1". I'm fucking mad.
Fuck programming so Goddamn much