i miss them like crazy, i wanna go back so bad, but i can't do that to myself, not anymore, not after they ditched me and left me alone in my worst moments of life and called me a shitty person and so on behind my back while they crucified me for doing the same things they do behind others' backs. but i miss them, i've never had friends like that ever, never, i have no friends now, not a singular person to talk to, but i dont wanna be on my knees for them again, not anymore. i wish to forget instead, i want to so bad, but i can't
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SIFQlQV-4Lk 