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Where to even begin? I grew up way too fast. When I was 12 I felt 25. When I was 22 I felt 40. Then, at 26 when my life did a complete 180, I felt like I was in my mid 60's. I believe experiences can age us much faster than relative time. I say this because of how I was raised, what i did for others, how low I got, how high I rose, gaining everything I ever wanted and losing what mattered most. I'm going to green text the context because way too much happened:
>Born.
>Farmer on mega poultry farm in AUS (born into it, responsibilities of a wog family means I work just as hard as the eldest.)
>Private education, graduated.
>straight into uni, met first and only young love. Spend 7 years together on top of the world.
>open up food franchise, make good money while still running the farm.
>Father has stroke, broke me seeing such a strong man looking legitimately like soup in a hospital bed.
>Get cheated on after putting partner through college debt free, after getting her a car, clearing her families debts. (greeks have a natural born talent/curse to be hospitable, i cant burn that shit out of my DNA.)
>Cannot trust anyone anymore, refuse to get into a relationship beyond friendship.
>Sold all the businesses after almost losing my father to take time to step back and think long and hard.
Those are some of the broad strokes, but this isn't a blog, and I don't want to go on about my whiney bullshit. I am god damn grateful for the life I've been given and the hands I've been dealt. However, I don't think I belong in this place or time. I certainly don't want to be the next big thing or anything for that matter, I just want to survive and ease any ones mind who crosses my path or help when they're in need.
I now think in a much different way than I used to. I figure, if i don't let anyone in, I cant get hurt. In turn, I wont hurt anyone else, and with that I found own company the best. But in all honesty? Right now, I am genuinely excited for what comes after this life.
