>>6562104You are probably more mature than you think you are. Like
>>6562118 said, it's a matter of perspective. It's not a matter of who has it worse if the problems are not your own. They will appear worse or better from your mental point of view. I myself can relate to the running away from problems thing, and only during this semester (I'm also in college) have I slowly started to allow personal change to occur.
Don't beat yourself up. Years from now, you'll see it couldn't have occurred any other way.