>>7233009i understand your anxiety. i struggle with an anxiety disorder, and how i get through it is acknowledging that the world around you and within you will always be changing. sometimes, i take that as a bad thing and assume that good things dont last. then, my rational side tells me that bad things wont last. life is a never ending gamble, and while thats scary, its what you make out of it. youre clearly well rounded and smart enough to get in to university, everything will be okay! college is amazing and you could visit any time you like. i just got out of high school recently so im not exactly familiar with the feeling of leaving college, but from leaving high school i learned that with a hopeful mindset, nothing could stop you but you. youve got your path paved in front of you, now all you need to do is walk. youve done amazing so far, if you could get through college, what could stop you in university? keep your head held high!