>>7891606Ugh, I'm dealing with some similar things right now, although it isn't my life partner that is sick. I'm a pretty unemotional person too, but a couple of days ago whilst mowing my lawn I just started working myself up and becoming very upset. Took me a few hours to calm down and get over myself, but even then it's a pretty bad situation.
I too believe in a higher power, and that if you are a good and honest person you are a shoe in for heaven, even if you have made mistakes in your life. Do your best, raise your children the way she would want, and I know that you - like me, will meet our loved ones at the gates of St. Peter.
Good for you for not getting that faggoty ass jab too. Bless you, man.
