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>parents die when im 9, brother is 7, sister 4
>fucked up life, live with close family friends and family
>I never got close to any of them, bro and sis did
>get to 14 and im never at the house where were supposed to be staying, will sleep in parks or at friends house
>meet girl
>she is cool, fun, listens to same music, doesnt like her family much (typical teenage shit)
>we get along great
>we end up fucking at 15
>both still virgins so it was special I guess
>she leaves town because her dads work (he travelled a lot, dont know what he did)
>skip to 18
>been with a few girls, none of them any fun, all dull retards
>im still a loser, who skated, drank, didnt try at school. but I was likeable, like I was funny, the class clown type
>cool girl comes back to town to stay for good now (parents want her settled for final year etc)
>we hit it off again
>she hated where she went, because she went to some rich school/ area
>we start dating
>fucking awesome
>I live at hers practically
>don't speak to family much,
>get car after graduation
>me and gf are pretty chill, we both have license, and dot drink drive or drive stoned etc
>one day were chilling in a park with some friends
>she wants to drive to shops (like 5 mins away by car) to get some snacks and shit
>give her my keys
>she drives
>a minute later we hear this loud horn go off and a massive crash noise
>we go to see what it is
>gf was stopped at lights, someone rear ended her and pushed the car into traffic and a truck took out her car
>me and friends run over
>I cant pull her out she is stuck
>twisted metal through her stomach
>just hug her, and try to talk to her
>she doest say anything, just kind of smiles and puts her head on my shoulder as im cuddling her trying to keep her alive or do somthing (don't know what I was doing i was in shock, and nobody else would help)
>ambulance arrives
>she dies on the way to hospital
>friends (new friends) now ask why I'm single and why I dont get a gf
>dont know what to say
