>>6586448yea ill be fine, just gonna take me awhile to get over it
my new friends have no idea what happened to the girl, and they'll never meet my other friends, mainly because my other friends are either bikers, or living in some run down house doing heroin.
I still see my old friends, the drug addict ones.theyre fine, we still get along good, they stay sober when im around, and we just chill and do stupid shit and have fun.
biker friends are good, met them when I was 10, sitting in some park alone all depressed, they were having a bbq, brought me over food and a coke and cheered me up and showed me their bikes and cars. they've always been good to me, and they often come to my house just to pop in and make sure im doing ok.
current friends, are all pretty sensible, and have their lives sorted, they know about the biker friends and I told them how were friends, they understand. haven't told them about my gf though, don't know if I want to, they already treat me like an outsider (only happened after they knew I had biker friends), so not sure how theyd take the news about my gf, or how I still hang out with my old friends even though they are drug addicts. I dont think they'd understand.
just sucks you know, met one girl since, getting along great, had a lot of fun and good nights, she had a bf though, didn't bother me, just wanted a female friend, didn't want to have sex with her, or be in a relationship, liked her because she was fun and reminded me of when i was younger and me and friends just hung out having fun. just annoying because everyone judges you for not having a gf, or not trying to get in a relationship and shit like that, dont know If I should tell them.
