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I know I have to leave my gf. We are too different. She shares her self physically with other guys. For example, I mean that I caught her walking with her arm with a male friend's arm down the a street.
I can't accept that. I have such a difficult opening up enough to be physical with someone. I have to completely have their bubble because they'll have mine. That's a relationship requirement I need.
What makes this so terrible is she has been abused by men in the past. Why hasn't she learned to keep her distance at this point? I feel as though she invites drama into her life as a motivator. I'm naturally combative (military veteran) and this drama drives me nuts. She doesn't seek peace.
It's killing me. We have such a friendship and history. We crafted a beautiful story together and I know it's time to end it. I'm struggling so hard to get to this point.
