>>7929629This last year has beat me down. I have lost a lot of close family, I have lost pets, I have lost a fuckton of money due to my home falling apart, I have plunged headfirst back into alcoholism out of stress, my father had another bout of cancer, my friends have left me, my coworkers hate me, my longest running relationship took a complete shit, I lost my truck, I lost interest in all of my hobbies, my shitty little house is a disaster, and the only thing keeping me alive at the moment are my dogs. I hate my life. I am genuinely fucking sick of living and while i am not suicidal I genuinely hope something kills me before I end up homeless or in jail.
I can't enjoy anything anymore and I'm basically just waiting to die.
