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I feel like I'm drowining in my thougths lately.
I'm studing a degree I didn't want to study. I was uncertain at first but after four years I can confirm it wasn't the one I wanted. And I've come to enjoy my mathematics, they have an incomparable elegance in it's austeruty. I, however, wanted to study biology.
I hope to finish university next year, so I won't quit now, but still I hate the feeling of knowing that I want something else.
Also, I'm tired of the town I'm currently living in. I know too many people here. There are too many people I don't want to see, too many memories I don't want to revive, too many places that remind me the live I've had here. Luckily, I'm going to study abroad next year.
I wanted to get on shape. I've think of joining a gym. There is one I like, I wrote them an email asking how much money it would cost me. They hadn't ansew me yet. I gess I'll write another one, or search on another place.
One of my main problems is that I don't have any group of friends. I had one I some years ago, but we fell apart. Each one of us followed a different direction, now we are too far apart. I need new friends, but at the same time I'm leaving this town next september (perhaps this summer, I haven't decided yet), and I don't plan on coming back. I have been using this excuse for too much time. I used so much when it didn't make sense, that has lost it's meaning, now when I could legitimately use it.
My life is a mess on many aspects. I wanted this to be more organized, but my thoughts seem to be having some sort of chaotic dance on my head.