>>7438102I completely understand that one anon but I would just be happy to have someone that cares and actually loves you. I kinda am the same way with my fiance because i'm a little paranoid because of my last relationship (she ended up cheating with my best friend after my other best friend died a month before that) but me and her have had a strange sort of connection since the beginning that i've never had with anyone else which helps calm my paranoia a bit and she is happy to calm it whenever she can. I had a bad case of depression before i met her but with her i feel happy like all of my worries and problems go away i feel like i can suffer anything for that woman and i will in a heartbeat.
Just be happy that someone like her would even look at you man it won't make all of the insecurities go away (hell i still worry about messing things up later into the marriage) but it will get you through the times she isn't there.
>>7427748Feeling alright just a little bored at the moment.