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I dont post here anymore i'm just lurking for papes but I just wanted to tell you that despite your suffering all these years being lonely, dont let that deter you from continuing to change.
Not the same of course but due to many reasons I unconsciously lived in a constant state of envy towards others, and wasted a lifetimes worth of my time thinking about what others thought about me. It took me until 5th year of college to notice that how I was living was detrimental to my mental health, and that realization of wasted time brought me profound sadness. Because I didnt notice how it affected how others see me, all in all while I made myself a victim and everyone else was to blame.
However, instead of lamenting on time lost, it was the lesson that life brought to you, so try working towards being a better person constantly, instead of talking about how it will work out "someday".
Atleast, thats what I try to tell myself, to steer clear as far as possible from going into a slump, so wish u the best anon.
