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im m/23 fat as fuck, and my life is going to shambles and its all my fault, ive been struggling to get traction for the past 5-7 years or so, and do anything productive. I think i come off as an asshole to all my coworkers, and once of my bosses tried to convince me to quit. Im looking for another job, hopefully a better one, but my parents are in rough times too, my mom has been going through amnesia patches here and there and just got back into texas from the NW and is leaving my father, and he just relapsed. I feel bad for him his best friend from high school been like an uncle to me has bad cancer, doesn't have much longer and since he is homeless will probably end up with my father which i think is good since he doesn't have much time left. But i remember my dad trying to get into an accident to avoid an overseas work trip, and what he would do if his best friend dies after getting divorced by my mom scares the shit out of me. I have no car insurance, car note is 45 days past, and rent and electric just came up a couple days ago. On top of all that im lonely i haven't had a GF in 4 years, and my friends are dropping like flies, the only way i get a response from one is to buy weed, otherwise we dont play games anymore, they dont answer my messages. I just feel alone and i considered suicide but i know it would crush my family, but my dad in particular. The thinigs that do make me happy are cooking (made some bomb chicken parm) and moved my cats tower near my pc so she snuggles up there and i get to pet her while playing vidya and watching netflix
